Now now...
First and foremost,
I'd like to wish Nurdiyanah Arif a happy birthday. May you enjoy a wonderful year ahead and success in watever it is you are in.
i don't wanna be blogging around, being all jiwang-y anymore... But stranger, i do remember exactly two years ago.
recap!
1. Dinner at Lau Pa Sat
2. China Bar, you, me , Mir and Sinar
3. bus number 12, got apek isap gum boarding at bedok south
4. Crazy apek drop with us and you got really scared.. freaked out like org gile..
Its been two years.
Take care. Again, i hope you have a really happy birthday.
Smile always k stranger.
ANYWAYS!!!!
ORD COUNTDOWN TIMER : 2 FREAKIN' DAYS! as of right now...
Huak huak! Got all my stuff from my freaking cupboard home.
Honestly, i cannot wait for friday.
wahlau... my IC face sec 3 you know!
but then people, two years already uh!? so fast... Uncle Ab can't believe its gone just like that. neither can mir, me, farhan, firdaus, blah blah blah...
see you when i ORD! haha...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
The Littlest Things
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
-Lily Allen
but could we just pretend for a weekend? i wish.
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
-Lily Allen
but could we just pretend for a weekend? i wish.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
poop ploop
Help! I'm stuck at home for the weekend!
Not fair... Mir's going to the new "Momo-with-a-new-name". I think its called Velvet Dragon or something like that. For sure a very ah-bengy name.
Reviews k Mir.
It has sure been a long time since i went clubbing.
I wouldn't say i miss the nightlife but its sure fun to go after such a long hiatus. I just don't see myself doing it week in and week out, unlike certain people. Last time i went was with Diy way back in January? February? Alersmamak, lama siak!
I will be back as soon as my job and car deals are done. Which is not gonna take sooo damn long. I promise.
well... toodles!
Not fair... Mir's going to the new "Momo-with-a-new-name". I think its called Velvet Dragon or something like that. For sure a very ah-bengy name.
Reviews k Mir.
It has sure been a long time since i went clubbing.
I wouldn't say i miss the nightlife but its sure fun to go after such a long hiatus. I just don't see myself doing it week in and week out, unlike certain people. Last time i went was with Diy way back in January? February? Alersmamak, lama siak!
I will be back as soon as my job and car deals are done. Which is not gonna take sooo damn long. I promise.
well... toodles!
Take a good look at me now.
Ever present
Trudging down memory lanes
Looking back at sunsets and sunrises
The waves brought you to me
The tides drifted you away.
Tender moments, unforgettable journeys
Tears and sparkles from those beautiful eyes
The breeze brought you closer to me
But the wind pushed you away.
Your presence lingers all around
At every corner, on every mantle
I thought i had you in my arms
But only those memories were ever present
Only memories...
- imran
Trudging down memory lanes
Looking back at sunsets and sunrises
The waves brought you to me
The tides drifted you away.
Tender moments, unforgettable journeys
Tears and sparkles from those beautiful eyes
The breeze brought you closer to me
But the wind pushed you away.
Your presence lingers all around
At every corner, on every mantle
I thought i had you in my arms
But only those memories were ever present
Only memories...
- imran
Thursday, May 24, 2007
zungu zungu zang!
Goozness gracious!
coundown timer: 8 days!
haha...
been a long time coming, my dears.
2 years have been too long...
and here i come, real world!
anyways, went karaoke-ing with salma and the gang last thursday.
they all very clever, tell me meet at one at tampines mrt platform cos the thing starts at 2... ended up meeting up with salma first at eunos station and fari and boyfren came at 2+++.
last last kite nyanyi kul 3.
After 3 hours of jack daniels and whole lotta songs, we went to bugis for dinner and then arab street for shisha... fun fun!
after that went to mustafa centre cos i told them about laughing gas. they seemed kinda interested so we flew there.. no waste time!
we went to the park at tamp in front of century sq and well... i need no intro. but fari and ash needed some time to get that effect. esp fari.. pecah virgin la kate...
fari hi nk mampos bile tau? bile da nk balik! kekek siak....
haha!! eenuf weenuf!
got a call from my aunt... Syafiq's mom. she offered me a job with great easter after my mom told her about me going to sign up with AXA.
thing is, AXA is offering me an interesting job with only commisions... Great Eastern is contemplating giving me up to 2000 bucks basic. Dat one haven't even plus commision you know! tomorrow got appointment with them. wish me luck!
oh ya! i forgot... Last night AC Milan won! Watched it with Mir and Uncle at kedai kopi at drive 6 after Mir's appointment at Yishun. Uncle was sweating profusely cos he was a Liverpudlian... from the Kevin Keegan days. or so he says. Both of us just didn't support Liverpool, we are Gooners. On the other hand, Mir, well, she was concentrating more on this bangla we named Gafoor Abdurrahmann (accentuate the nn) . He was a victim of our people-watching spree at the kedai kopi. abeh mir, kau tkya lah nk sampai spot die nye every movement dumb dumb! nk kenal2 sgt per... aku bley arrange.
okok! i wanna go download songs...
taking care!
.getloose.footloose.dismantle.missedcall.
coundown timer: 8 days!
haha...
been a long time coming, my dears.
2 years have been too long...
and here i come, real world!
anyways, went karaoke-ing with salma and the gang last thursday.
they all very clever, tell me meet at one at tampines mrt platform cos the thing starts at 2... ended up meeting up with salma first at eunos station and fari and boyfren came at 2+++.
last last kite nyanyi kul 3.
After 3 hours of jack daniels and whole lotta songs, we went to bugis for dinner and then arab street for shisha... fun fun!
after that went to mustafa centre cos i told them about laughing gas. they seemed kinda interested so we flew there.. no waste time!
we went to the park at tamp in front of century sq and well... i need no intro. but fari and ash needed some time to get that effect. esp fari.. pecah virgin la kate...
fari hi nk mampos bile tau? bile da nk balik! kekek siak....
haha!! eenuf weenuf!
got a call from my aunt... Syafiq's mom. she offered me a job with great easter after my mom told her about me going to sign up with AXA.
thing is, AXA is offering me an interesting job with only commisions... Great Eastern is contemplating giving me up to 2000 bucks basic. Dat one haven't even plus commision you know! tomorrow got appointment with them. wish me luck!
oh ya! i forgot... Last night AC Milan won! Watched it with Mir and Uncle at kedai kopi at drive 6 after Mir's appointment at Yishun. Uncle was sweating profusely cos he was a Liverpudlian... from the Kevin Keegan days. or so he says. Both of us just didn't support Liverpool, we are Gooners. On the other hand, Mir, well, she was concentrating more on this bangla we named Gafoor Abdurrahmann (accentuate the nn) . He was a victim of our people-watching spree at the kedai kopi. abeh mir, kau tkya lah nk sampai spot die nye every movement dumb dumb! nk kenal2 sgt per... aku bley arrange.
okok! i wanna go download songs...
taking care!
.getloose.footloose.dismantle.missedcall.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
finally!
I realised I've been really stoopid.
I was hanging onto a thread or so i thought there was one.
To that person, thank you for not replying on Sunday. By doing that you made me realise that hanging on was much too much.
Maybe this is wat you've wanted me to do, i don't know. Thank you anyway.
just don't' be a stranger aite. You know who you are.
anyways....
my NS life will be over in..........
2 WEEKS! hahaha!!!
Finally sia. It feels like a breath of fresh air, looking at all the things I've been put through
for the past 2 years. ouh... Looking back, i couldn't imagine being that strong to go through what i did.
For all those people who took part in my life during those trying times or whether you were the ones who caused it... Thank you. I would like to think i grew up because of that.
.getloose.footloose.
I was hanging onto a thread or so i thought there was one.
To that person, thank you for not replying on Sunday. By doing that you made me realise that hanging on was much too much.
Maybe this is wat you've wanted me to do, i don't know. Thank you anyway.
just don't' be a stranger aite. You know who you are.
anyways....
my NS life will be over in..........
2 WEEKS! hahaha!!!
Finally sia. It feels like a breath of fresh air, looking at all the things I've been put through
for the past 2 years. ouh... Looking back, i couldn't imagine being that strong to go through what i did.
For all those people who took part in my life during those trying times or whether you were the ones who caused it... Thank you. I would like to think i grew up because of that.
.getloose.footloose.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
silly silly me...
i am a lonely guy. a stupid one at that.
you must see me as this humour-loving, fun and friendly guy who gets along well with anybody.
i'm a good actor, mind you.
i have, in one way or another, pushed the women in my life away.
i could have hurt them, cheated on them, disappointed them, freaked them out and downright used them, whether with or without purpose.
i could go on and rant about how they don't understand me or how they don't see eye to eye with me.
but no.
nope nope nope nope nope nope....
they're not at fault. i am one person who's really bad at telling people how he really feels. even if i did, timing would absolutely suck.
and to a certain person...
don't you ever dare doubt my sincerity. i am a friend, nothing more nothing less. close to family but a friend nonetheless... i know my lines. and maybe i have never seen this side of you cos i have never expect to see it.
*****
For those who try to forget but just can't let go -
I remember...
Sitting on a couch
whispering sweet nothings,
drawing circles and figure-8s with your hair.
Calling each other sweet nicknames. Silly, but sweet.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I still...
Have that frame hung up in my room.
Leave my room kissing your picture on my mirror.
Sleep with your lime green shoal upon my face,
cos without it i can't sleep.
Remember 201204, that unforgettable night.
Miss your scent in the morning.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I do remember those times...
Times where others would've just let go,
but we hung on.
How we'd laugh our asses off,
and cried our tears.. together.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I will keep loving and missing you because...
You took my heart and i can't take it back.
You left an imprint so deep,
that it seems so long for me to fill it up again.
You are the best i ever had.
You fulfill my days like no other could.
I can't help feeling like this.
I know its not right
cos you moved on..
Its just soo wrong.
you must see me as this humour-loving, fun and friendly guy who gets along well with anybody.
i'm a good actor, mind you.
i have, in one way or another, pushed the women in my life away.
i could have hurt them, cheated on them, disappointed them, freaked them out and downright used them, whether with or without purpose.
i could go on and rant about how they don't understand me or how they don't see eye to eye with me.
but no.
nope nope nope nope nope nope....
they're not at fault. i am one person who's really bad at telling people how he really feels. even if i did, timing would absolutely suck.
and to a certain person...
don't you ever dare doubt my sincerity. i am a friend, nothing more nothing less. close to family but a friend nonetheless... i know my lines. and maybe i have never seen this side of you cos i have never expect to see it.
*****
For those who try to forget but just can't let go -
I remember...
Sitting on a couch
whispering sweet nothings,
drawing circles and figure-8s with your hair.
Calling each other sweet nicknames. Silly, but sweet.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I still...
Have that frame hung up in my room.
Leave my room kissing your picture on my mirror.
Sleep with your lime green shoal upon my face,
cos without it i can't sleep.
Remember 201204, that unforgettable night.
Miss your scent in the morning.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I do remember those times...
Times where others would've just let go,
but we hung on.
How we'd laugh our asses off,
and cried our tears.. together.
I know its not right
you moved on.
I will keep loving and missing you because...
You took my heart and i can't take it back.
You left an imprint so deep,
that it seems so long for me to fill it up again.
You are the best i ever had.
You fulfill my days like no other could.
I can't help feeling like this.
I know its not right
cos you moved on..
Its just soo wrong.
Friday, May 4, 2007
Stars
Stars
Anyone who ever held you
Would tell you the way I'm feeling
Anyone who ever wanted you
Would try to tell you what I feel inside
The only thing I ever wanted
Was the feeling that you ain't faking
The only one you ever thought about
Wait a minute can't you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
For the man who tried to hurt you
He's explaining the way I'm feeling
For all the jealousy I caused you
States the reason why I'm trying to hide
As for all the things you taught me
It sends my future into clearer dimensions
You'll never know how much you hurt me
Stay a minute can't you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
Too many hearts are broken
A lover’s promise never came with a maybe
So many words are left unspoken
The silent voices are driving me crazy
As for all the pain you caused me
Making up could never be your intention
You’ll never know how much you hurt me
Stay can’t you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
-*-
on a lighter note... spent wednesday night with salma and hubby shahrul (oh i am so bad with names), fari and bf, ashraf... seeing fari ashraf, they're one couple i'd never see hook up.. its like hell froze over...
mak! over siak!
seriously, i know opposites attract.. but this is wayyy too opposite. nevertheless... good luck guys.
they invited me to karaoke session sometime next week or something... wah! can see farihah sing jiwang songs. i would pay to see that. hah!
toodles.
why bother to sleep when you got all the time in the world to when you're dead...
Anyone who ever held you
Would tell you the way I'm feeling
Anyone who ever wanted you
Would try to tell you what I feel inside
The only thing I ever wanted
Was the feeling that you ain't faking
The only one you ever thought about
Wait a minute can't you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
For the man who tried to hurt you
He's explaining the way I'm feeling
For all the jealousy I caused you
States the reason why I'm trying to hide
As for all the things you taught me
It sends my future into clearer dimensions
You'll never know how much you hurt me
Stay a minute can't you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
Too many hearts are broken
A lover’s promise never came with a maybe
So many words are left unspoken
The silent voices are driving me crazy
As for all the pain you caused me
Making up could never be your intention
You’ll never know how much you hurt me
Stay can’t you see that
I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend
-*-
on a lighter note... spent wednesday night with salma and hubby shahrul (oh i am so bad with names), fari and bf, ashraf... seeing fari ashraf, they're one couple i'd never see hook up.. its like hell froze over...
mak! over siak!
seriously, i know opposites attract.. but this is wayyy too opposite. nevertheless... good luck guys.
they invited me to karaoke session sometime next week or something... wah! can see farihah sing jiwang songs. i would pay to see that. hah!
toodles.
why bother to sleep when you got all the time in the world to when you're dead...
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