I Wish I Wasn't

I'm home alone again

And you're out hangin with your friends

So you say

Somehow I know it's not quite that way

It's getting pretty late

And you haven't checked on me all day

When I called you didn't answer

Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me

I wish that you were home

Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

it just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don'tdeserve me

Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gonna change

I wish I wasn't in love with you so

Iwouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts

And everything you did wrong I forgive

So you play me and take advantage

Of the love that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad

I believed in you that's why I'm so mad

Now I'm drowning in disappointment

And it's hard for me to even look at you

Said you care about me

But from what I see,

I ain't feeling that

So I disagree

Gave you all my love

And understanding

And you're treating me like your enemy

So leave me alone

Don't want nothing from you

Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home

You are not welcome no more

Hear you knockin' at the door again

I'm wonderin' should I let you in

I open up the door and see

The flowers for me

Sobeautiful in your hand

Please stop begging me to take you back

I've always been a sucker for romance

And before you know it

I concede

You're all over me

Oh no, here I go again

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

Dancin in The Moonlight

ahoy!

Haven't been really blogging cos its been somewhat of a boring week.
Been driving around a lot. And i have been in and out of Johor more times in this past week than i have had in 2 years. Stayed over at my house in JB over the weekend. Boy! Its the family home, MY family home... but i sure haven't been part of it lately.

Between Carrefour and JUSCO, Dunhills and Sampoerna Internationals, i really enjoyed life away from Singapore. Even if it was just two days worth.

Btw... i don't know if I'm supposed to blog abt this but Mir and I decided to save up to go to London somewhere in November. Ader jugaklah angan2 nk naik sampai Paris.
It may seem far-fetched but i think its really possible.
Its been ages since i went to London. Brisbane bley tunggu jap eh. Sori k Fahmy, lain tahun ah.

So i have my fingers crossed for all these plans i have. Oh God, i so wanna go.
Anyways, Mir.... I've checked. A return ticket to and from London, plus taes and fees would total up to ard SGD1432 or GBP473.

so.. guys, whoever you are... pray for me k.

taking care!

take it to the bridge....

good things come to those who wait...
my mom would tell me.

eh really lah!! jadik beb...
went to collect my licence yesterday plus go do my passport.

imagine....
1. Going to kaki bukit SAF driving centre to collect the issuing letter.
2. Walk all the way out to the bus stop and take 15 to the interchange.
3. Take 72 all the way to Yio Chu Kang to SSDC to collect the licence.
4. Made us watch a stupid video, making me go "WHERE GOT TIME??"
5. Take the train to Lavender, go to ICA building.

Mak kau... by the time i as waiting for my number to be called i was already dozing off. tk hensem langsung siak. but then, boy was it all worth it. seriously.

Got a call from Najmi a few hours ago to tell me our dear friend Vignes passed away in accident.
He was a good friend. and he will be missed.

Vignes was a good man. god-fearing and kind...
will miss those maggi-sharing, ciggarette-steng-ing nights.
REST IN PEACE, FRIEND.

Bukan Diriku

setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu
tak dapat kusangsikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu
bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu
bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas
tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku

walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku
ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku

-Samsons

Wish you were here...

Could you ever say you were there?
When i needed you the most,
when i needed someone to talk to..
All you did was put me down
burying me alive.

Take back the hurt,
release me from the pain.
Give back the me you took
the one who knows he can.
You left me, walked out the door.
Leaving me behind, crying on the floor.

But I can't sleep at night
cos you're always on my mind.
you hate me for hanging on.
Can you ever blame me for holding on
to something I know,
for once in my most unfortunate life, is real?

Wish you were here...

Sentosa

hi peeps!

Went to sentosa on thursday to we surprise apit. that idiot is finally getting enlisted.

the posse.

before...

during...

after.

good luck bro!

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