What could I have done more?
I keep asking myself what is wrong
I dwell into questions I got no answers to
I eat my words up through my gaping mouth

You know I can't be around
I hide my feelings beneath this
I'm afraid i can't live up to
Afraid i can't keep up with

I'm sorry, i can't be
I'm sorry, i shouldn't have
I apologize for my shortcomings
I regret my correct decisions and my close shaves

I don't want to break you
Nor do I wanna see you hurt and cry
As big as my ego can swell
I do realize and I do empathize

I won't change my ways
'm not much of a hypocrite to do so
I'm just an insignificant
At times i don't practice wat i preach

But to hurt and break your heart is one thing
iId never even imagine of doing...

love,
me.