ermmmm.....

I tried to sleep. I fell asleep. And i thought that'll be the end of that.
NOOOOOOOOOO.....

The garbage truck driver just had to wake me up through his constant loud horning, just to make his presence known to the banglas, who were probably having their breakfast, to open up the shutters for the garbage place thingythingy.

Now i cannot sleep. I don't wanna wake gf up. she needs her beauty sleep. Haha... Excuses.

So i had this sudden urge to turn the laptop. After surfing, i had this strange urge to blog. Haha.. Wierd right?

Actually, like the title says, i don't really know what i wanna type down. So yea, errmmmm....
Haha...

Firstly to Mir, i would miss you being so near yet so far. Woodlands seem so far although its just a tiny island we live over here.

Second, i read some things over the net just now. Got a few things that made me a bit sad. Or maybe i'm just playing up the drama.

The world's ending people.
Global warming is real and many people or children are dying. Shiatte... i could be a UN ambassador.
Liars are accusing other people of lies and betrayal.
Immunity makes people think they can get away with anything.
Sex is becoming too public. And wanking off is just not the way to go anymore. Haha..
And god is so angry he chose to shake the world a few times these past few years.

So yea. It was quite an unpleasant morning to begin with.

And so i leave you with something i wrote quite a long time ago, yet unpublished.

My heart is heavy
My damn feet are cold
The fags are not working on me today
I'm not calm, agitated much.
So you think i won't figure it out
or even uncover it?
However you might think i don't know,
However you think i can forgo.
So here's the middle finger to you
And the rest of your world.
Fuck you, fuck him, and fuck you every little queer
Who have sought or even thought bad abt me.
Cos i just found somebody,
High and mighty, brought to it knees,
In shame, unknowingly.
So i trudge on, chin held high
With the facade of being nothing else
But perfectly normal in your eyes.
I might bite you hard one day,
But for now, i'll settle for nibbling on you
Slowly before i get there,
Someday.
Cheers!