bluegh!

I'm sorry.. i just have to let this out.

Dun you just get mad when someone was supposed to meet you after such a long time(results may vary) and u miss so damn much blows you off just because she can't say no to some jerk who wanted to pick her up.

that person just had to say "okok... tell you wat, i go eat with him after that i meet you."

HAH! yah... i deserve THAT from you wat.
i know i dont' fucking feature in your plans la but dun just smear the shit right onto my face like that.
oh wait! u always do that. hah...

not wanting to say who la..
sape makan lada, terase lah pedasnya.

you say i hurt you bad... but you don't give a needle-prick-sized fuck about how i feel most of the time.

i don't even believe you when you say you miss me cos i just don't feel it.
you gotta try harder than that la woman.

I would understand... NOT!!

I successfully survived a whole week in camp. The last time i did that was eeoons ago sey!
Just got to know i'm gonna be charged with 14 days SOL. Thing is, within this 14 days i can't go out of camp.

My OC gave me this option;
1. get charged today(23 march) and it'll end on on 6th of April.
- the freakin problem with this is, i haven't been home for the week and i can't refresh my supplies of clothes, money (from dad's wallet.. hehe..) and ciggies.

2. get charged on monday (26th march) and end on 8th of April.
-mommy and daddy would be going to umrah on the 8th but the afternoon. i can only go home at night. so i won't meet my parents till they come back two weeks later. sad right.

Been waiting the whole day for the charge to come down and march into my OC's office.. He just had to take the whole day to tell me the charge hasn't come down and i'll be charged on monday instead. "Lan Lan" he said... Irritating sia!
So it dawned on me that i won't be sending my parents off.
Its actually saddening that i couldn't do that cos i'm the eldest and its an unspoken responsibility.

When it comes to everything else in life, i can be a man and be steady...
But when it comes to family. you my friends, can see Imran go down on his knees and cry.
I'm mommy and daddy's favourite son.

But i'm home now busy typing all this out and trying to explain to daddy what's going on at the same time.
haha...
Explaining to an old man regarding today's army. Can get pretty irritating.

Speaking of that, my dad is pretty hi-tech for his age, i think. He bought himself a laptop the other day and now has an msn account. Coolness or wat!

Okok, i think my tummy's holding a heavy metal concert cos its grumbling like one.
Gonna go eat mommy's chicken rice yum yum... and the chocolate cake she baked.

Till then, take care, have a good ride home..
And don't forget to tip your waitresses!

ciaoz...

You Think Everyday Sunday Ah?!

the first kopek entry

Can't believe i'm actually staying in camp for a whole damn week...

Think i'm doin ok hanging on that thin-ass thread thats holding my insanity together.
Got combat shoot range yesterday which ended with a bang. literally..
well... wat to do? ord lo!

Been doing orientation the whole day today, cos mr "expert driver" here just had to bang into that stupid yellow lorry back in Jan. Sibei malu siak drive around with the idiotic big-ass 'P' plate which has "DRIVER UNDER ORIENTATION" written on it.
For those whose brains admin a bit lambat, only greenhorns drive with that pain in the ass sign.

Well... Got to do more driving now..

look... the late bloomer!

i know, i know...
everybody's asking "im, dun u have a blog? hook me up..."
i'll just answer.. i dun have the time to keep one..


ok here's mine.
its plain cos i havent found the time to do anything abt it.
maybe i'll have somebody do that for me..

till then.. cheers!