Conqueror

So the very sorry ya to all you loyal readers...
Haha! like real only....

So far, its been fun at working at where i do, driving BMWs and Alfa Romeos...
woohhoo... driving in the BMW X4 and the Alfa Romeo Spider is the works. Not to mention the Porsche Carrera GT3. Huak Huak! Giler babi siak!

Had a wonderful Friday with Adibah + Yoonoos - Fatin - Nisha, although it started out shitty... But thanks ya Shida for tagging along. *winks winks*
and girls, we're going out next week!

Actually, i have nothing more to say.. dumb right?
till i return with more less-than-wonderful stories to tell you....

Signing out!

Big guys cry like babies, fall like tons of bricks. Hard, real hard.

OMG!

I love my new job. Imagine, driving a brand new left-hand driven Mitsubishi Lancer Evo 9!
Haha! Awesome...

okok.... altogether i drove 8 kind of cars...

1. 4-door Pajero
2. 2-door Pajero
3. Mistubishi Grandis
4. Evo 9 with Brembo disc brakes and sport rims.. wahaha!
5. Mistubishi Lancer 07
6. The new Mistubishi Lancer EX GT
7. Honda Stream RSZ 07
8. Toyota Camry 07

Once i went up the ramp and saw the Evo, there was no way i was gonna have anybody else drive the delicious red Evo go to anybody else. Sitting inside, i was trying my hardest to keep a straight face. But i can't help but plaster a wide beaming smile on my face. Sorry ah if i seem the jakon-ist but sial ah... Tkde chance siak nk naik ni mcm nye kerete kat luar. the moment i went on the yard, i was squealing like how Mir would. ngyahngyah!
And i get $1500 to do this? haha... Gerek per...

hope i get to drive the Merc with that 4.5 litre engine tonight.
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Nisha's coming home tomorrow.. Yey! Just in case you're reading this Nisha...
AKU RINDU KAU LAH BODOH! haha... that felt a whole lotta good.


till whenever, ciaoz...

When the going gets tough, the tough fucks off!

Hihi....!!

Sorry long time no update ya.

Anyways, sometime last week had to send my brother to the hospital cos stupid idiot here tried to act hero and do bicycle kick playing sepak takraw. Because of that he fractured the right side of his pelvic bone. Idiot! Habis die kene tengking dgn mak aku. He got a painkiller jab but turned out he was allergic to it. Here's how he looked like within the first hour.

This is wat he looks like...




This is how he looked after that jab.



By the third hour, you couldn't even see his eyes and he had mucus drooling down his nose. Eww!!! Yeah.. I wanted to take more photos but he hid away even before i could take any. Idiot.

been doing nothing recently but yesterday I went down to Pasir freakin Panjang to go apply for a job and got it! hey i don't mind the distance from one Pasir to another but who would wanna pay me $1500 basic? huak huak....

After that Mira, Adibah and I went down to the airport to sent Nisha who's off to Penang, alone, to attend the World Music Festival. Kesian sey my lil strawberry. Wish i could follow you but i got work la sayang. And yah, I miss you too!

Adibah's friend, Fel, and later, Yunus, go with us lepak2 at this kedai kopi at Elias Mall. Amidst the talking, laughing, smoking and drinking coffee, Mir was busy looking at pictures in Adibah's phone. Skali she found two pics with ghostly presence. Here's one of em... (Err... Don't mind the Jim Beam bottle).. notice sombody standing behind us and the blow-up shows a face and fingers... EEE!!! Haha... Good Day!

hmm....

Nampak-nampkanye kita ade penkritik di kalangan manusia sejagat.

One thing i get is, people always have a say in watever actions you might take. Take for example, my poetic tragedies.

If i were to be writing something that is so filled with anger, some people might just say
"Hey! This guy is soo angry at the world."

if i write about something sad, they'll go "Oh my GOD! He is so pathetic! I ain't going nowhere near him."

But if i start to write something step mcm jiwang2 gitu, ade je lalat2 who will come and say
"Hey i think this guy is still not over his ex." Bla bla bla...

You don't know me, you don't come and act like you do. You knowAnd yah, to the minahs of the world united, thank you for trying to remind me although i don't actually need any of you pathetic beings to. I don't think i am that good-looking. Never said i was either. Neither have i mentioned i was cute, sexy or anything that has got to do with making my balls grow so big they could probably burst.

Let me get this on record. I've long forgotten about the ex and she's been left wayyy behind kept in the memory drawer. I think I've seen the ex grow up to a substantial degree to know that with her, words don't make a difference, actions does for you all to assume I'm trying my pathetic best to win her back. And guess wat? I'm doing nothing to do that. Abeh mane aku nak letak iisha, tul tk Adibah?
Aku bukan perosak rumah tangga orang. Aku ade kenal orang-orang macam gitu and its not good to be one.

Tak tau lah ape korang nak cakap, tapi tu korang nye pasal ah eh.
haha...
cheers!

wat the? heh!

I don't miss you, I don't need you.
Don't prasan jubo and think that those poetic tragedies i have right here in my blog is all about you. Tkmo ah ingatkan setiap kali aku step jiwang je pasal kau, aku step jiwang je pasal kau.. bluegh.. peh-leasse.. Tolong lah tkmo jadik mcm budak tongong. Memandangkan aku tulis pasal 4 tahun je kau pikiak aku tulis pasal kau.. tolonglah diyanah tkde mase ah. err.. excuse me, 3 1/2 if u want me to act all childish and all accountable ok. EEE!!
Ladies and gentlemen, truth be told, I am pathetic, but not that pathetic!

And about the whole thing you not happy with him, and how your face looks different "tell me if i'm wrong. I don't think i'm wrong" bullshit, well.. it came from a few people and they came to me me.
I happen to one day pass through my friend's friendster account and saw the hari raya pic that, i copied and pasted and posted a few days back, and i just had to see the difference. I kinda saw it so i typed out what i feel. Dgr2 skrng dah salah blog pasal orng lain. If the word "babygirl" makes you squirm then i'll have it changed. Happy? Or do you want me to delete the whole post? Not a chance lah babe...

I am happy you are with him cos he makes you happy and you respect him and stuff... I respect that. I haven't once tried to pry you away from him, have i? Its gonna just be wasting my time and i'd lose my dignity as a man, or a boy, depending on whoever yang tgh judge aku ni... Buat ape? buang peluh, buang masa, bikin air muka aku jatuh je, fighting a losing battle. Come on lah Diy, you would agree with me. I'm not that dumb. And i wish you and Dan good luck in everything. Kalau jodoh korang naik pelamin tu, hope you all get there. Cos you make Diy happy. And then again Diy would come and say in her blog something between the lines of... err... Frankly i don't quite give a damn about what Diy thinks.

And i'm not crooning and crying at night just to fall asleep, just because you're not here anymore. Fuck! I might just die due to lack of sleep one day if i do that.
Just to let you know, I am enjoying life. so...
Cheers!

And by the way, aku rase aku nk kene tulis disclaimer ah kat blog aku ni.
so here it is...

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Terima kasih daun keladi

Not Now, Not Ever

You dropped me like a pack of nothing
Take for granted I’ll always be there
And now I see you kneeling, begging me
To start again, like how we were

What makes you think I’ll let you in again
And let you use me and abuse me
Trying to make me believe in those lies
Trying so hard for me

Now I see you all alone,
Left behind by the one you left me for
I would've taken you in by the hand
I would've held you so tight
I would've comforted you all night
I would've, I could've
But I won't fall for it again

jeez!

Was going through Seri's frenster profile when i came across a certain picture dated around 2 years ago during raya...



Now babygirl dun get me wrong. I see you in pictures now and i get to see this picture of then..
Can't help but notice an absence of a glow on your or a sparkle from your eyes.
Well, at least that's what i think. Don't think I'll ever know what you think.
Tell me if I'm wrong. Well, i think I'm not.

aiyah... Got so much to think one meh? Anyone beg to differ?

Not Like Me

I know you think
You left me for something better,
Leaving behind 4 years of smiles and tears
I know those times I didn’t treat you well
You deserve to be with someone else
I’m just a man, I made my mistakes
But give me a chance
A chance to explain

Help me understand
How could you throw it all away?
Could he love you like I can?
Cos I’d give up the world for you,
Putting nothing else in the way
I’m begging you for another try
Could I have that chance?
Why? Now tell me…

Does he do the things all nice?
Could he do it like I can?
Does he hold you tight to sleep?
Does he tuck you in at night?
Or, does he just rolls over?
You can wish it wasn’t true
But he can’t do it like I do.

Does he know what you like to wake up to?
Breakfast in bed or MacDonald’s till late?
Hot chocolate to cold Green tea?
Egg sandwiches to go, or
Just laze around in bed till whenever?
You can wish it wasn’t true
But he can’t love you like I do.

ticking tocking

Anyways, had a blast hanging out with Mir, Yunus and Adibah at Pasir Ris... Followed with the usual till-morning talkshit sessions with Mir under her block. Shit, it was a whole lotta fun and laughter with a little serious twist in parts. ingatkn berok! haha...
Thanks guys for a simple but fun time. Had actually wanted to take pictures with Mir's camera but Adibah and Yunus jual mahal.. so much for allergic to camera. Right! Banyak lah u nye allergic. Gambar pt hp pe berjuta!
okok... dun wanna say anything more. i'm gonna be deadmeat tonight just because i said these few lines. hehe



So... I'm gonna be very the tk tau malu here. Some people I know tell me I could write, and I should write regularly. I mean poetry of those sorts. Being a typical egoistic alpha male yg tkle kene puji, I wanna try this. well, at least try. so tell me wat you think when I do write ok? thanks the million! Ok here goes nothing!

One More Day

Here we go again
Same thing, different day.
Same old fight,
Looking like no end

Its no more rainbows and butterflies
How do we open their eyes?
To this beautiful thing we share
How do we make them believe in us?

This shouldn't end this way
The spark in this soul would die

You seem so far away
Life don't seem no easier without you this way
but i won't say no to today
or even one more day.

This could take all night
Fighting to make things right
my love could never die
even with all their lies

Kissing you means the world to me
Holding you means life
If today is the end
Find me tonight, outside on my knees
Begging for just one more day

So, this is written for my brother whose love for his girl is for real. I've seen them going through a lot for each other, esp through race issues. So this goes out to them.

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till tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after that, or the day after that, or the day after that... Aargh! Whenever la! hehe....

Sense You

Listen...
To the whisper of the breeze
Telling you to love me
Begging you to let go
And forgive yourself

Speak...
The words I've been wanting to hear
The music to my ears
The fulfillment of my soul

See...
How i make you smile
The way i look at you
And how you make my day

Smell...
You in the morning
Your scent all over my shirt
Envy, me.

Touch...
Touch me
How it is like in my dreams
Like how bodies would intertwine,
Engulfed in passion

Make me regain my senses
I can't seem to make it out
This dizzy maze of thoughts
not letting me free

Help me regain my senses
You know which buttons to press
Which dial to turn

Make me, help me.

Ain't it now?

Due to overwhelming requests, day in day out, from my die-hard-fans, i have decided to blog today!
huak huak! (macam paham jek aku)
So, this goes out to the real fans out there *ala ala rock star buat concert besar2*

Like the last entry, life has been pretty mundane. Well at least in my book. Was supposed to head down to Penang for a surprise party for Mir but with the rest of the traveling party opting out last minute, plan hangus terbakar dikebumikan tanpa bernisan. Haha... Ape je lah kau ni im.

But as soon as th GST money went thru, i went out!
Went out to town with Alexis and we ended up going to Rouge. Also because it was Jon Molina and Krueger's last night there. *sob sob*
Pas tu, of all people i could ever meet in a club, i met my cousin, Abg Long aka Shahlizan, and wife. Mak oi havoc siak!
Photos of that night to be uploaded soon.

Anyways, if not for the Penang trip cancellation, i wouldn't have found my soon-to-be wife *ehem ehem*
korang nk tgk gambar die??!! Hah amek kau!


my li'l strawberry (eee! prasan nye aku!)

Amaciam cun tak? Mesti ah cun! Cun pun tk seCun die! Alersmamak, kate Im punye! hehe... *ehem ehem*
Habislah aku malam ni punye conference session.
And guys, i had fun last night driving around. Lain kali i amek u dari keje lak k sayang... U bley duduk kat seblah i and kacau2 radio dgn aircon k?

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On a more serious note, i had my life insurance exam this morning at Suntec Tower 2. Of course i failed like i always have (well, some people might agree), but then passing mark 75/100 and i got a damn 70. binget siak. $107 dollars gone like that. But anyways its aiy-owkay. Can always try again.
After that i waited for Mir to come, which seemed like ages.
Macam tunggu pokok durian berbuah. Pokok durian nk berbuah pon tk tu macam nye lamer.

Headed down to Marina Mandarin Hotel to look for job. but they freakin say they'll need 2 weeks to call me back IF i'm short-fucking-listed. anyways, i wanna go eat. Kebulur nk mampos!

taking caring!