huak huak...
Ade macam boy/girl band eh?
Anyways boys and girls, seriously, honestly, really, life is for me is very the plateau-icly mundane. Emotionally still. Somehow I am thankful for the absence of a huge-ass, life-sized roller coaster sequence of events in my life. But then, life has really taken a decelerating notion after mid this year. Thank God for Fatin and Mir for adding the much needed spice when i do really need the most. I love you both, in different ways, of course. Heh...
Being true to myself, a person of random topics, i think my body is breaking down.
The odd and really long hours of being at work. Non-stop chaotic amounts of cars. Its really taken a toll on me. I mean, is it really worth it just for a measly amount of just over $1700? I know, benda yang halal tu tk selalu didapati dgn mudah, but sometimes i think this is too painstaking. I am a personal fan of the saying, when the going gets tough, the tough fucks off, but here I am typing this down as though it is a losing fight, a needless struggle, a waste of time ultimately. But i refuse to give up. Not with the support I have around me.
Life will hit you. You and I know that when it hits you, boy it hits you hard. Real hard. But what makes you a man is how you pick yourself up when you're already down and move forward. How you keep picking yourself up when life throws shit onto you. Pick yourself up and move forward. Pick yourself up and move forward. Rather than have me look at you slumber into what slump life decides to live you in. Cos when that happens, no point pointing fingers at anyone or anything, because the blames on you, kid.
